mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

lol

whats your name?

ahnaf abrar

or never left

what do you mean

i love it here

have you read

so the method has to be autonomous

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Today I felt like starting

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

feel you

lol yea

It Will Get Lighter

no longer writing in the third person

no i haven't really read anything

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

it is hopeful

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

what do you think my name is

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

ion

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

like first name

as in

yeah

much more tactility

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

so an active mazelike process