Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

bro i read nothing in my life

so at the end

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

idk

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

as in

abrar?

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet


ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

"Put a blanket."
you have a beautiful account btw

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

i really havent

I am below everything.

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

was it worth it

sorry i am texting like a slav

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

yeah

yeah

we need to be deconstructing our identities

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

lol yea

lol

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

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