the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
hiding from the rain
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
lol
Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15
in a post. I want to be remembered
we need to be deconstructing our identities
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
Thank you, Jack