It Will Get Lighter

was it worth it

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Rain, starting

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50


Style

propensity within someone

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

it is hopeful

so at the end

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

currently

i want to do that too

isaac

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i love it here

we need to be deconstructing our identities

barren land

what do you think my name is