this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

13, H, grate

I Write Goodbye Letter

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

much more tactility

we can only engage in such a way

division of reality is straying away from it

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue


"Put a blanket."

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

its performative

autonomy of learning

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

really i want the internet

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

brb i will read and reply sincerely

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

IWGD

it is hopeful

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

but really the thing should be autonomous

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.