i am quite illiterate on producing technology

whats your name?

lol yea

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

plato

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

the site i am dreaming

thank you

i was tempted to lie about my name

ahnaf abrar

idk

i want to do that too

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

plato

really i want the internet

feel you

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

13, H, grate

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

hiding from the rain

yeah

abrar?

sorry i am texting like a slav

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i really havent

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos