i dont understand magnetisation

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

It Will Get Lighter

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Rain, starting

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

no longer writing in the third person

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Style

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

its good

or never left

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

as in

and the fake qualifier

your feed looks like my tumblr

and the fake qualifier

thank you