i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
all that is to say
not so on: yvf(wthw)
i see a website
autonomy of learning
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse
idk
so an active mazelike process
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
you have a beautiful account btw
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
that looks like my instagram account
abrar?
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
but really the thing should be autonomous
like first name
and the fake qualifier