i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

hiding from the rain

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

"Put a blanket."

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Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

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that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

it is hopeful

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

magnetisation/form

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

its good

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

sorry i am texting like a slav

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak