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autonomy of learning
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
really i want the internet
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
Today I felt like starting
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
we can only engage in such a way
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me