the site i am dreaming


i really havent


December 2025

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

wait what is that

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bro i read nothing in my life


send link

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

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hello reader,


it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

what do you mean

we can only engage in such a way

all that is to say

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

autonomy of learning

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

its performative

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

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It Will Get Lighter

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

I Write Goodbye Letter

propensity within someone

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

feel you

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging