somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

as in

propensity within someone

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

all that is to say

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Picture

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

so an active mazelike process

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Rain, starting

autonomy of learning

division of reality is straying away from it

I am below everything.

its performative

IWGD

currently

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

i love it here

ion

It's loud and he's gone deaf in one ear, so I don't think he's really hearing anything I'm trying to say. We're both pretty drunk too. It's making for a kind of surreal interactive Business Insider YouTube video of a conversation. He talks, waits for my response, sees my mouth moving but doesn't hear my words, then he imagines something in their place, and replies to that. At least I don't really have to do anything but drink and mime and listen to a lot of bullshit fake gangster talk, being an actor, boxing, the old days, blah blah blah.

brb i will read and reply sincerely