i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

in a post. I want to be remembered

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"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

magnetisation/form

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

its performative

"Put a blanket."

it is hopeful

not their contents

as in

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

propensity within someone

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

It Will Get Lighter

i really havent

Slug

Her English is poor but she manages a brief introduction before getting to the point. She asks if she can touch his face. She's already reaching out and gesturing at it. Koreans are way too polite, he's just laughing awkwardly. I put my hand kind of between them and wave it to try and indicate no to her. I'm still in fucking mime mode. I say no, but it's not really to her, or to him, just no, in general. This is all too weird. Dejected, she departs with a comment about having never seen someone like him before.

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

It Will Get Lighter

we need to be deconstructing our identities

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

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Worse Lift

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was it worth it

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books