I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
no longer writing in the third person
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
it is hopeful
autonomy of learning
idk
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
much more tactility
you cannot feed someone truth
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
is this you as well
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying
i want to do that too