in a post. I want to be remembered

but really the thing should be autonomous

Worse Lift

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

plato

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

what do you think my name is

you have a beautiful account btw

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

its performative

you cannot feed someone truth

I am below everything.

we need to be deconstructing our identities

or never left

its good

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

i was tempted to lie about my name

is this you as well

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

whats your name?

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.