the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
what do you think my name is
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
propensity within someone
like first name
i really havent
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
we can only engage in such a way
bro i read nothing in my life
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it
so at the end
i was tempted to lie about my name
send link
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
is this you as well
so an active mazelike process
lol
bro i read nothing in my life
i really havent
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
like magnets