something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Rain, starting

It Will Get Lighter

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

I am below everything.

this will be about a slug

you have a beautiful account btw

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

Better Lift


was it worth it

...


Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

It Will Get Lighter

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

and the fake qualifier

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

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He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building. He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.