division of reality is straying away from it
magnetisation/form
its good short few pages
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
god being the centre magnet
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities
like first name
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
so the method has to be autonomous
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
what do you mean
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
barren land
"Put a blanket."
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
what do you think my name is
ahnaf abrar
no longer writing in the third person
plato
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
i want to do that too
it is hopeful
its performative