yeah

Today I felt like starting

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day. I created this site.

I am below everything.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

Can I see

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

send your tumblr

autonomy of learning

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

idk

so an active mazelike process

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

its performative

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

as in