a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

or never left

December 2025

bro i read nothing in my life

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

I am below everything.

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

in a post. I want to be remembered

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Can I see

isaac

lol

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

its good short few pages

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

send link

idk

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46