but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life


Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

It Will Get Lighter


okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

currently

Today I felt like starting

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

so an active mazelike process

so the method has to be autonomous

yes

hiding from the rain

all that is to say

in a post. I want to be remembered

The Hatton geezer (fuck off) is emptying his pockets, searching for the silver rizlas he apparently has. He refuses to take one of mine (also silver) because the tobacco I'm giving him is already too much to ask. He tells me about the guy who can do 50g of Golden Virginia for a good price, the guy who every other man over 50 knows. I'm not interested.

abrar?

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Worse Lift

what do you think my name is

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

1

and the fake qualifier

magnetises a pin

feel you

was it worth it