but really the thing should be autonomous
Thank you, Jack
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
really i want the internet
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
division of reality is straying away from it
you have a beautiful account btw
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
so an active mazelike process
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
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it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
yes
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
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theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine