Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.


Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.


It Will Get Lighter

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

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Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

no longer writing in the third person

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

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IWGD

"Put a blanket."


Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

sorry i am texting like a slav

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

so the method has to be autonomous

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Style

as in