its performative

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

i love it here


kind of mythopoesis

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

we need to be deconstructing our identities

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

ahnaf abrar

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

feel you

bro i read nothing in my life

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

like magnets

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

...

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building. He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.

It Will Get Lighter

After I get away from the old racist failed actor, I go to see my Korean colleague. He's just arrived in London and I want to see how he's handling the party. We'd been invited as fresh meat for some of the older, gayer attendees. We aren't aware of that.