so an active mazelike process

its performative

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

barren land

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

...

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

so the method has to be autonomous

you cannot feed someone truth

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building. He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.

yeah

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

It Will Get Lighter

idk

ion

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

its good

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

like magnets

or never left

the site i am dreaming

was it worth it

god being the centre magnet

division of reality is straying away from it

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

2 (actually index). two is company

plato

its good

Thank you, Jack

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting