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Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.
And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
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it is hopeful
kind of mythopoesis
They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
But seriously, thank you, Jack
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.