Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped
or constrained in real life, either by
social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak
in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires,
vulnerability, or anxiety about
intimacy. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness,
or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning,
intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle
truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
no longer writing in the third person
It's
dusk
in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel
that it wants to say sorry but
can't. I die.
Picture
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.
Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
13, H, grate
It Will Get Lighter
FOUNDING DOCUMENT
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
Today I felt like starting
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate,
but I can't
really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
,
I have nothing
to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.