i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

no longer writing in the third person

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i see a website

but i respect your search

kind of mythopoesis

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged