its performative
as in
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
we can only engage in such a way
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
magnetises a pin
currently
yeah
bro i read nothing in my life
or never left
have you read
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
it is hopeful
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
I am below everything.
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
is this you as well
hiding from the rain
plato
all that is to say