It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

It Will Get Lighter

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Rain, starting

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

in a post. I want to be remembered

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

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It Will Get Lighter

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

13, H, grate

the site i am dreaming