Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

was it worth it

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.


Today I felt like starting

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Better Lift

brb i will read and reply sincerely

Worse Lift

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

"Put a blanket."

i see a website

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

but really the thing should be autonomous

Picture

in a post. I want to be remembered

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.