Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.


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yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

13, H, grate

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

It Will Get Lighter

which magnetises chains of pins
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

have you read

Worse Lift

isaac

its good

thank you

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

what do you mean

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

i see a website

Thank you, Jack

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

like magnets

all that is to say

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.