I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.


i see a website

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

we can only engage in such a way

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

magnetisation/form

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

no i haven't really read anything

what do you mean

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

plato

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

bro i read nothing in my life

not their contents

as in

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

yeah

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

its good short few pages