Can I see

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

you have a beautiful account btw

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

"Put a blanket."

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

yes

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

wait what is that

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

2 (actually index). two is company

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books