the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

It Will Get Lighter

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

ion

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

so the method has to be autonomous

its good

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

no longer writing in the third person

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

isaac

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

what do you mean

sorry i am texting like a slav

as in

i love it here

is this you as well

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

whats your name?

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

its good

your feed looks like my tumblr

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

its performative

send your tumblr