i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

your feed looks like my tumblr

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

is everyoneback on tumblr now

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

so at the end

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

we need to be deconstructing our identities

abrar?

like first name

that looks like my instagram account

i love it here

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Better Lift

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

ahnaf abrar

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

idk

Style

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There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

autonomy of learning

barren land

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

not so on: yvf(wthw)

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

wait what is that

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

i really havent

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

It's

dusk