is everyoneback on tumblr now

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

division of reality is straying away from it

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

it is hopeful

so the method has to be autonomous

currently

so at the end

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

kind of mythopoesis

no longer writing in the third person

we can only engage in such a way

so an active mazelike process

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

hiding from the rain

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

all that is to say

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Thank you, Jack

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given