"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Slug

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

I am below everything.

Can I see

we can only engage in such a way

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

Thank you, Jack

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

autonomy of learning

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

so the method has to be autonomous

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

It Will Get Lighter

you cannot feed someone truth

I imagine that some lab-grown 29-year-old from Woking with a mind honed to identify individuals who fit the profile of Real Londoner (as conceived of by 50 opinion-polled racist builders and their wives in the Midlands) picks a stubborn local who can still somehow afford to live here and passes him along to some creative studio.

its good

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

magnetises a pin

no i haven't really read anything

thank you

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i dont understand magnetisation

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

feel you