bro i read nothing in my life

as in

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

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somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

It Will Get Lighter

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

December 2025

i was tempted to lie about my name

currently

lol yea

so an active mazelike process

feel you

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

what do you think my name is

we need to be deconstructing our identities

but i respect your search

your feed looks like my tumblr

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i really havent

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

you have a beautiful account btw

Slug