amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

i really havent

was it worth it

its performative

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

Thank you, Jack

propensity within someone

magnetisation/form

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

all that is to say

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

as in

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

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wait what is that