We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

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Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

in a post. I want to be remembered


something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

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it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful


Picture

kind of mythopoesis

Today I felt like starting

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

...

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.