the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Worse Lift

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

magnetisation/form

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

what do you mean

as in

have you read

its good

its good

not their contents

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

sorry i am texting like a slav

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

so the method has to be autonomous

your feed looks like my tumblr

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

thank you

its good short few pages

ion

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

idk

Thank you, Jack

isaac newton

1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.