way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river. I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the dim silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank. They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.


Slug

god being the centre magnet

send your tumblr

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

isaac

i really havent

Picture

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

whats your name?

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

December 2025

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf


Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

its good short few pages

isaac newton

bro i read nothing in my life

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

as in

i was tempted to lie about my name

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

which magnetises chains of pins

thank you

brb i will read and reply sincerely

no like which do people call me

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

we need to be deconstructing our identities

you cannot feed someone truth

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.