as in

its performative

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

but i respect your search

so at the end

propensity within someone

brb i will read and reply sincerely

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

really i want the internet

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i really havent

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

send link

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

Thank you, Jack