part of an old note. It will get lighter.

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

i love it here

sorry i am texting like a slav

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

After I get away from the old racist failed actor, I go to see my Korean colleague. He's just arrived in London and I want to see how he's handling the party. We'd been invited as fresh meat for some of the older, gayer attendees. We aren't aware of that.

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

whats your name?

god being the centre magnet

A procession forms behind the French Raj and his fireworks bearer as they head out the door. I've lost my Korean colleague / fresh meat in the chaos. I'm sure he'll be able to fend for himself. They have mandatory military service in Korea.

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

lol yea

not so on: yvf(wthw)

all that is to say

division of reality is straying away from it

plato

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

so the method has to be autonomous

not their contents

barren land

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

what do you think my name is