you know who you are. no more time, not like 1. way too specific.

or never left

feel you

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

ahnaf abrar

like first name

December 2025

but really the thing should be autonomous

It Will Get Lighter

in a post. I want to be remembered

Worse Lift

Today I felt like starting

its good short few pages

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

its good

have you read


i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

i really havent

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

fw