it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

currently

in a post. I want to be remembered

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

It Will Get Lighter

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext


Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

really i want the internet

Thank you, Jack

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression


i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

you cannot feed someone truth

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything


so an active mazelike process

Picture

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate