it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

so an active mazelike process

Can I see

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Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

IWGD

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

yes

currently

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with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

barren land

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

like first name

something religious, a kind of complex, it will get lighter, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

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