with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

no longer writing in the third person

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Rain, starting

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.


the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

you have a beautiful account btw

Lift Analysis


Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

"Put a blanket."

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

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