The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the
morning, when I'm not quite right.
13, H, grate
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story
a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling
something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever
but the thinking is useful
but really the thing should be autonomous
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
Better Lift
no longer writing in the third person
theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i
want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game
engine
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise
this is going to be awful.
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
you know who you are. no more time, not like
1
. way too
specific.
Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents
feeling trapped or constrained
in real life, either
by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings
or fear of judgment. Unexpected confession – The girl saying
“I think I might love you” could symbolize longing
for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability,
or anxiety about intimacy. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious,
a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
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Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
